Interview with a Voice Within an Abandoned Adult Care Facility (Fair Park, Dallas)
"Colleen with no eyes hears voices too cut from an addict's womb blind with a body the size of a foot her foster mom loved her ‘till the incident then she's lived in homes like ours Colleen with her short cropped hair and her round cheekbones like ripe plums always slides the halls in soft pink slippers she's bigger now my cane thumps heavy and thick as a femur but hers pats the walls gentle as ballerina antennae
she hears voices just like you they made her stab her sister in the hands and lived here with all of us until the fire we find corners of our own to talk impossible things I tell her about color and light she describes the sound of blood whooshing and the roiling smell of rain two days off Happiness smells like lemons she says but fear has the best fragrance sweet sweet like candied almonds"
Lauren Brazeal Garza is a queer, disabled writer and Ph.D. candidate in literature at the University of Texas at Dallas. Her published poetry collections include
Gutter (YesYes Books, 2018), which chronicles her homelessness as a teenager. She has also published three chapbooks, including
Santa Muerte Santa Muerte: I was Here Release Me, forthcoming from Tram Editions in 2023. Her work has appeared in
Poetry Northwest, Waxwing and
Verse Daily, among many other journals. She splits her time between Dallas and remote East Texas and can be found haunting her website at
lbrazealgarza.com