about us
how to submit
current issue
long index

Gone Lawn 60
strawberry moon, 2025

Featured artwork, Poppy, by Susan Barry-Schulz

interview
new works

Mileva Anastasiadou

Heaven Spawned a Bird


Dad was the first to notice but didn’t say a word, he made us breakfast instead, like nothing had happened, and we all pretended everything was fine, until we heard the song, and at first we ignored it, we stared at each other, then at dad who kept on chewing a piece of pie, and he looked away, when my brother asked, is this mom, and my sister said, no, it couldn’t be, and dad wiped his mouth with a napkin, and said, time to go.
Mom had turned into a bird overnight, and dad couldn’t keep it a secret for long, he kept her hidden in the closet, but the song got louder and we started looking around the house wondering where it came from, and dad let us have a glimpse in the closet and we couldn’t believe our eyes when we saw mom in there, and we had no idea what to do next, we’re not familiar with birds, we haven’t been out in the wild, and dad cried a little when he said, I thought she was happy.
Mom has wings and a beautiful voice, at least she didn’t turn into a cockroach or another bug, I thought, but my sister cried, she said, how could she do this to us, as if mom had chosen to shapeshift and give up on us, and my brother remained silent for a while, then he asked, who will cook dinner, and dad tried to cut her wings, to turn her back into the person we knew and loved, the person who loved us and took care of us, but those damn wings kept growing back.
Mom turned into a bird overnight, and our little heaven fell apart, but we tried hard to build a new heaven and we do our best to keep it, my brother cooks, my sister does the laundry, dad cleans the house, and I take care of the garden, and mom is out of the closet and flies happily over our heads. We know better now than hope and pray there is an easy heaven, because there isn’t. And if it looks like there is, it isn’t real, and if it is real, it won’t last long, and if it lasts long, it’s at someone’s expense, and it will eventually show, and it will spawn birds.


Mileva Anastasiadou is a neurologist, from Athens, Greece and the author of Christmas People and We Fade With Time from Alien Buddha Press. A Pushcart, Best of the Net, Best Microfiction and Best Small Fictions nominated writer, her work has been selected for the Best Mirofiction anthology 2024 and Wigleaf Top 50 and can be found in many journals, such as the Chestnut Review, Necessay Fiction, Passages North and others.